Followers..?

I've been wondering for a while how many, if anyone, actually follow this..
So if you do, please leave a comment!
It doesn't have to be anything special, just a 'Hi, I follow' or something.

 

Thanks!

(not so)Short update.

So much have been going on and I want to write it all down, but whenever I try, the words seem to abandon me.

*My grandfather died two weeks ago. He was diagnosed with cancer in the middle of July, and after that it just went really fast, so he didn't suffer much.
I spend the last 3 days of his life sitting in a chair next to his bed at the hospital, holding his hand and I got to say a proper goodbye; how much he meant to me, he was an amazing grandfather and I loved him.

*I started school again but I've only been there for 4 out of 11 days because of the above written.
I was happy to discover that the leftovers from my old class have all been put in the new one too. Along with a bunch of teenage airheads, though, but I can live with that as long as I get to work mostly with Maria and Shirley.
The teachers, so far, seem pretty cool too and I will continue my weekly conversations with the school coach.

*Jonas and me are also trying to make the relationship more exiting and interesting again after a very boring routine seemed to have kicked in. We want to be better at talking, taking time for each other and do things together, like we used to.
So far, the talking and spending more time together has already improved and I'm loving it

*Angel is developing so fast and I can't believe she'll be in school in less than a year! Whenever we meet new people, they don't believe she only just turned 5 because she's so far ahead from many other 5 year olds(and she's tall as hell!). She speaks danish, obviously, but also know many english terms and scentences and often answer, in danish, a question I might have asked myself or Jonas, in english.
Here's a few of the things she can say:
-I love you very much!
-I'm thirsty.
-I know.
-Goodmorning/Goodnight
-she can count to 12.
-Here kitty-kitty.
-I want a kiss/hug
-yes/no.
If anyone is in doubt, I'm very proud of my daughter ^.^

I'm too old for this..!

I've had way too much time off this summer, but courtesy of some amazing people it has also been the greatest summer in many, many years..
And it ain't over yet!

5 years already

We went to Billund for the weekend and celebrated her birthday in Legoland and Givskud Zoo with my in-laws, everything being their treat(because we didn't go to Spain with them last month)
Angel had so much fun all weekend and got a ton of presents; a bike helmet, sandals, dresses, toys. And there's more to come yet, from the rest of the family.
I still owe her a proper birthday cake though.

This one actually decided to sit on my foot, but I couldn't get a picture of that.
Cute, isn't he?

Crossroad

"Mommy, you're not a real human.. You're a tiger! Turned into a human.."
Interesting point of view I must say..
Few minutes later, she fell asleep lying on my legs, head resting on my backside

Anyway, I've found myself standing at a crossroad, trying to decide which way to go.
I'm changing again. My life is changing.
Where do I want to go from here and what kind of person do I want to be in the future?
I'm not sure yet, but I know, I'm already changing drastically and it's quite exiting.
I wonder who will be standing by my side a year from now; which people will still earn that spot and who will be lost along the way.
Hmm..

Happiness

Been up all night? Indeed!
Spending the morning reading with a steaming cup of coffee? Yes please!
Going to bed any time soon? Not at all!
Plan on going out tonight? Absolutely!

 

Like the sister I never was.

I'll be wandering the streets, lost in my own little fantasy, daydreaming..
A dress catch my eye, it's offwhite, short, with embroidery on the back and I can't help but think it would look so good on you.
I push it out of my mind and continue, buy a vanilla latte and a piece of cake, sit down in a corner, enjoying the lonesomeness for the short time I have. A whiff of perfume from a girl with blond and black hair like yours. She's even your height.
I find my notepad and start scribbling, working on some characters for a yet unknown story, make some notes about looks and personality traits when a picture slips out from somewhere. It's a set of angel wings I printed because I want to make a picture for your son; you as an angel.
I pack my stuff and leave, I need some air. But it doesn't matter where I go, you seem to be everywhere. In the brown eyes of a stranger on the street, in a pair of heels I adore in a window, in the flower store I walk by.
I should have taken you with me on days like this, I think you would have liked it...
I would have bought you that dress and a hot chocolate instead of coffee and I could have been working on a new tattoo for you. I should have told you how much I liked your brown eyes and how good you were with flowers and how I envied how you could walk in heels everyday.
I should have been your sister when you needed a sister. I should have loved you like a sister is supposed to..