Birthdays

I turned 25 in April and for the first time in many years, I quite enjoyed the day.
Especially the dinner at the Chinese restaurant my grandmother always held her birthdays at.

Angel turned 6 in July and it was a great day spend at the zoo before we had dinner at my mother's place.

Angel herself absolutely enjoyed it and decided she wants a goat in the garden some day ^.^'
She had a bunch of nice presents; a pool, a travel dvd player, a cd player, cd's, clothes and some toys, but she was way too tired to play with any of it after we came back from the zoo.
At the zoo, she got an african braid and some small dinosaurs after seeing their dinosaur display that was a lot less impressive than I thought it'd be.
She impressed the staff by knowing quite a lot about the different stuffed animals, furs and feet/paws they had put out for people to touch and learn about. I'm so proud of her!
I really want a Family Season Pass so we can go there whenever.

Jonas just turned 24 this Saturday and it turned out a little different than planned ^.^'
We stared the day by staying up all night, cleaning and watching Attack On Titan and getting breakfast ready for his parents who arrived at 9 and as promised brought a new, much needed vaccume cleaner.
Angel was picked up at the trainstation in Aalborg in the afternoon and afterwards Jonas and I went to do a bit of shopping before going to see World War Z with Rita(our 'extra kid') and her new boyfriend.
We were supposed to just grab a single drink on Irish House afterwards but ended up spending all night in town with Dan and Malene to eventually crash on Dan's couch.
It's was a great day/night, I'd say and Jonas really seemed to enjoy himself.
I still need owe him a present though, we agreed that it'd be much cooler if I fused his birthday and upcoming anniversery present into a 2tb portable harddrive ^.^

Sadly, I got no pictures of his birthday...

Long Overdue Update

So it's literally been months since my last post and so much has happened since.
I can't really even begin to try and put it all in here, so I'll lightly go through the most important things and later on write indebth blogs about them seperatly.

*London
Oh goodness I love that city!
We were there for 5 days and on the 3. Jonas proposed to me at The Eye Of London with a black ceramic ring with 4 small diamonds <3 br="">Not a day was spend relaxing as there was so much we wanted to see and ended up walking 15-20 km daily, and still we only managed to see half of it. But so far, chinatown in Gerrad street and Camden Lock is my favorite places to go.

*Relationship
It's amazing. It's great. I'm so in love ^.^'

*Mindfullness
I started a new course, well two technically..
Every Thursday and every second wednsday. I meet up with two different groups witht the same coach to do mindfullness which is a type of meditation.
It's become a tool I use almost daily to find inner peace and accept the present and also it works wonders in anxiety situations.

*Getting better
Of course it's still a struggle, but I must say the bad days are further and further apart. I feel pretty good most of the time and I even sleep more than I ever did my entire life.

*School
I still don't know if I'm in or not, but I really do hope I get to start my 2. year over in august. If not, I'll just have to work harder, get better and reapply for january!

*The garden
I didn't fence it all in but I have made an outdoor enclosure for the ladies.
The people upstairs also seem a little more keen on working on the garden so we can all get some good use out of the potential it holds. Yay!

*My Angel is now 6 years old!
She got a bunch of really nice presents including a cd player and a 'small' pool and the day was spend at the zoo, checking out the dinosaur display they have going on. An petting the goats. repeaditly. There was lots of goat petting o.0
Also, he called and wrote. Sounding as pathetic as ever, claiming he's changed and think about her, no us, actually, every day..



I think that was about it for now but I'll update again shortly..

Shopping Spree Of My Life

Not that anybody but myself(and apparently Jonas) cares just the slightes, but I'm seriously exited.
I've never gone this crazy in shopping ever before and I probably never will again.
I've decided it's time for some serious changes, inside and out. I want to be a better person; to myself, to my family, to my friends and maybe even strangers. Nah that's streaching it a bit too far.
To myself and my close ones.
Anyway, lets get to it!

For myself:
3 pairs of jeans, 2 tanktops, 2 knitted sweaters, dipdyed extensions in black/blond, Essie top and base coat, lilacism and mint candy apple, 2 elf triple packs, 3 Revlon Just Bitten Kissable Balm Stains.

 

 

 

 

 

 

For Angel:
10 shirts, 2 dresses, 2 pairs of pants, 2 pairs of shoes

 

 

 

 

 

 

For Jonas:

Of course there's a bunch of small stuff I left out becausse I couldn't get pictures of it. Like 2 huge mugs, 6 bowls, 4 pink melamin cups and plates, hairdye, a pair of overknee boots, 6 pairs of pantyhoses for Angel..

I think this is all for now and it'll be quite a while before I shop again.. Next project is finding someone who can install my exensions..
Hope you're all enjoying the spring!

PS. All this was bought in March..

And with spring comes promises of better days..

The snow is gone, the ground is thawed, the first flowers has sprouted and the sun shines brighter with each day passing.
And the bad days are further and further apart..

I started a course to learn how to manage my depression and panic, my meds and vitamins are slowly taking effect and I take everything one day at the time, in my own time.
The psyhcologist leading the course told us we have to remember to do things that makes us happy or feel good which reminded me of the things I used to do for myself that I really enjoyed.
I used to spend one evening a week giving myself a spa treatment; take a long shower, use a delicious body scrub and hairmask, shave my legs, put on a nice moisturiser and give myself a nice mani -and pedicure.
I used to always wear nail polish! But for the past 2 years, I've only owned a single, black one that I have ever so rarely used.
Why did I stop..? And why did I stop doing my amazing footbaths that I absolutely loved doing?
I'm going to change that, starting today.

Well actually, I started last week when I went out and bought 3 new nail polishes(elf Mysterious collection; Purple Dream, Metal Madness, Dark Navy) and a top and base coat from Essie.

Nail polish also seems to be a new obsession of mine.
I haven't even opened any of my new ones yet, but I already have a list of other I have to own. And I'll venture far away from my usual comfort zone of dark; I want browns, beiges, turquoise, pinks, purples sparkles, bright colors and I want to epxeriment with different nail arts and techniques.

 

 

  

Happy Birthday

You would've turned 23 today..
I know you loved your birthday, it was your day; a day completely dedicated to you.
So I'll make sure that everyone remembers.

Happy Birthday, sis.
May you enjoy it where ever you are.